''I miss you then
And once again
From you I made the most perfect drawing that was made
The traits I copied from what did not happen
The colors I chose from the inks I invented
I mixed it with the promise that the two of us never made
One day we will be three
I worked for you in light and shadow
And it was always: "It was not for evil"
I swear I never wanted to make you so sad.
Always the same excuses
And excuses are not always sincere
They are almost never
I prepared my screen.
With pieces of sheets we did not get dirty
The frame made with wood
From your bedroom window
From the gate of your house
I made palette and easel
And with the tears that did not play with you
I distilled linseed oil
And from your bed I took pieces
I carved out stilettos of different sizes
And then I made brushes with her hair
I made coal from the baton I stole from you.
And with him I marked two vanishing points
And I scrawled my horizon
And it was always: "It was not for evil"
I swear it was not for evil.
I did not mean to hurt you.
I promise this will never happen again
And it was always, always the same again
The same betrayal
Sometimes it's hard to forget:
"I'm sorry, she does not live here anymore"
But then, why do I pretend
What do I believe in what I invent?
None of this happened like this
It was not that way
Nobody suffered
And it's only you that causes me this empty longing
Trying to paint these flowers with the name
From "pansy"
And "do not forget yourself" ''
