I have been told more then once in my life that I am paranoid sometimes, and there is some truth in that I guess, but let me throw this out there I may indeed be paranoid, or appear to be by others observations. Here is the thing: even paranoid people do have actual enemies. If you are paranoid not EVERYONE is out to get you but that does not mean that NO ONE is out to get you. The hard part is knowing the difference between those you think may be out to get you and those who DEFFINATLY ARE out to get you. The funny part is those who really are out to get you will not show it to other people, so if others see you acting suspicious of someone else they will just think you are paranoid. In later years I have found it much more beneficial not to obsess about those who are out to get you. ? Just go along and have as happy a life as you can, because the best way to get back at someone who is out to get you is to have a happy life in spite of them. It is much more fun to kick back and wait for karma to lay the smack down on people that mean you ill will.
That haven been said, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL.
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Paranoia
DO YOU THINK
Do you think when a guy puts a girl down trying to make her feel stupid he is really mean, or is it jus so he can in some way make himself feel smarter, or more powerful? Twice in the past 24 hrs I have had 2 diff guys say things to me to try to make me look stupid. Did they care that they made me cry? Nope not as long as they could put me down.
I do not know maybe it is because their self esteem is so low they need to do it to try to convince themselves that someone else is not as smart at them. Sometimes it is hard not to tell people off when they act like that, but sometimes you got to take the high road when it will not get through to them anyhow, and say nothing to them about it.
I do not know maybe it is just the heat that is causing my emotions to be so raw that the slightest little slur tares me apart and causes tears. It is kinda hard to keep your cool when everything around you is so hot and humid.
If you see yourself in any of this ask yourself WHY you see yourself in it.
DOES STRESS ATTRACT STRESS?
A GOOD LEAGUE
? When I was laid up in the hospital they made sure to run the tourneys I had on the calendar. They did not have to do that. They could have moved them or just left them where they were till I got home. While I was in the hospital 2 of my friends from the league called me on the phone long distance to see how I was feeling. It makes you feel better when you are sick to know people care about you and have not forgotten you. Hopefully the doctor got my meds right this time and I will not have to go back to the hospital for a looooooooooong time. .