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     I am feeling insecure again tonight.   When I signed on line I fired up my Skype and rang the same female friend I mentioned in an earlier blog.   She did not answer.   A few minutes later I rang my b/f and he did answer, then he said I should invite my female friend.   I said she must be away from the computer because I tried like 5 min ago and she did not answer.   He said we’ll try now.   It only took me 2 seconds to realize he and she had been on the Skype when I called him, and they had not invited me even though she knew I was on line.   I told him well if you were on Skype with her I will let you go back to it.   Now you tell me are men really that stupid?   How could he not know when I said it like I did that I was upset?   He did not call me, he did not invite me to their box, he did not even im me to see if I was ok.   I do not know maybe I expect too much of the male of the species.   Maybe it is beyond their comprehension to see what is right in front of their face, or maybe I am just over reacting.   The thing is I see history about to repeat itself.   I have seen changes in his personality, and when I have noticed personality changes in other past b/f it was not long until the relationship broke up.     It would hurt badly if he left me for our friend, but I would get over it and stay friends with her at least if they would just be honest about it.   I know one thing the longer it goes on like it has been the more strain it puts on the relationship between my b/f and me.